"Despite my stubbornness, time does heal all wounds. PUNCH MY FACE."

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Twentyfour64 • Make My Day • 1,151 plays

“You make me sing

Holding tight, epitome of answered prayers, 

 I feel so blessed

Who’d believe

That extraordinary you would care for ordinary me?”

jessiebox-ah:

twentyfour64! omg haven’t heard this in forever. #wahiawarepresent!

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talk about separation anxiety. i’ve been in this month long process of cleaning my room and emptying it of absolutely everything i don’t need, moving from student to college graduate/working woman. i am now going through my bookshelf and boxing all the books, folders, and binders i don’t need.

high school stuff = simple. just box them! 

pre-req stuff = um, who ever looks back at those classes?

shidler = …… :(

although the class work and notes are easy to box up, all the other stuff like papers when i tried to figure out my schedule, letters from the college talking about how i got accepted or when i got the fish scholarship, or things that have to do with business night, not so easy to box. but why? I graduated! I won’t need any of those things anymore, why is it so hard for me to let go?

i spent 2 years of my life in that college, and poured a lot of myself into it, especially this past year. i had to accept the fact that God had me there for a season, and had to let go of my dreams and desires for a moment to pursue a degree i really did not see myself doing. and so i did, my time, my attention, my heart was given to this place for two years.

over dramatic much? quiet k, i’m emotional, and apparently emotionally attached to this college, and the people. but its like, what’s next? Ok God, I obeyed and got my degree and did the stuff you wanted me to do, now what?

Although i’m not overly concerned about what’s next, because i know God got me and my future is in His Hands, it is still hard to let go. now i gotta refocus, stay obedient and open to what God’s got for me next. In this time of transition however, I will enjoy the rest it is allowing me, be grateful for those two wonderful years at Shidler, and have faith that my future will be even better :)

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11